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Shivers and Sweat

Dusti Shay

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Shivers and sweat

I need you close to me

Skin searing the stone walls of my heart

Thawing the cracks open

Layers to break through

You tore through them all

The heat of my passion

Kissed and softened your edges

Melting into one another

Boundaries faded

I’m not sure what hurt more

Loving you

Or loving myself so little

You were everything and nothing

Light and dark

Pain and ecstasy

Fire and ice

You matched me

Competed with me

Pushed me

Challenged me

Pried me open

Left me to dry

Heart flaking

Drifting like chaff on the whispers of your love

To live it all again

On repeat

Would be heaven and hell

Torturous Nirvana

I’d still say yes

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Dusti Shay

Widow, scientist, mother to many, recovering codependent, and blossoming woman. A survivor. My goal in life is to pass on a greater legacy to those after me.